Life is very expansive; It is very secretive; It is very fulfilling.
Little did I know that I would come this far on my spiritual sojourn.
The tiny bubble of indomitable resolute did not let me rest ever since I can remember.
I perennially wanted to do something unusual and was never done before by anyone.
Slowly the bubble grew large, it changed my whole life stealthily and steadily.
The unseen bubble was buried very deep inside and till this day it keeps afire and hidden.
I look into infinity now and wonder at the marvel of the power of manifestation.
My life would not have been this vast had I not dared to dream and to dream so big!
At this juncture, it is not wise to tell you about my past as it has been wiped clean.
All possibilities of germinating of seeds of any past lives have been dried up by self-effort.
In one life, I have cleared baggage of several lives and simultaneously recreated new lives.
It was possible because of one reason only and that is determination, exclusive determination.
Determination to grow, determination to progress in Spirit and determination to learn.
Determination to expand in consciousness, determination to know even if pain is excruciating.
Feeling of being alive is ignited when I see the ground on which I tread today; it is endless.
I am at Eternity; my mind is very quiet and peace is impeccably astounding!
The road from here takes me to further unknown spheres; it is more peaceful and blissful than ever before.
Quietude, tranquillity, blissfulness, thankfulness, silence, complete absence of any wave formation.
Limitless consciousness gives limitless gravity, expansiveness and immense sense of fulfilment.
From here I will go further into extreme depths of satisfaction and greatest realizations.
A powerful feeling seeps in when there is such a deep tranquillity as I know that the Supreme is with me.
‘Shunya’ or nothingness are the other names of ‘samadhi’; it is closest one can get to Self.
We become one and united with who we are really and will always be so once we are so familiar.
As the Self was immortal and co-habiting within us, it is we who wish to know or not know that.
My Story is very extra ordinary, it is rarest of rare in human evolution and history.
But it was never meant to be, it was not predetermined; it was made with unusual determination only.
Unusual because out of nothing I created everything, all deprivations were made great opportunities.
Worldly desires could not be fulfilled, each denial was made a spark, then a fire; to see God now and here.
Refusals were taken as commands of God, denials as mysteries of God and all whimpering sorrows as my chief life lessons.
Outside University was denied, inner University of Spiritual learning was established quietly.
Inundated Spiritual Realization arrived and direct God communion was silently initiated inside.
Each breath was utilized to grow, to know more, to realize, to live that realization and then to Perfection!!
God availed this prospect, made me sit down quietly for hours and made a list of my accomplishments.
I was made to recapture those fine, silky, velvet moments of our communications which were so many.
What I gathered, learnt, and treasured the most was turned into a chronicle of my personal rare records.
There is no human record of ascending spiritual progress and how do we return to God step by step.
Transformation of our Soul is a very exhausting procedure and slow as well as severely painful.
It demands most extra ordinary determination and power of will and results are meagre to see.
My story stands out because I wished to live for just one purpose and that was- I must come in direct contact with Him.
Such exceptional advancement in minimum time was never attempted before by any human being and shall never be so.
I dedicate all my accomplishments to all the Holy Sages and Enlightened Masters who helped me to realize my earnest yearnings.
I surrender the rewards of my penance to this world, I wish to see a world of unselfishness, graciousness and mercy.
I take no credit of any kind for any of my achievements what so ever because I never knew that God will be so kind to me.
I shall always serve God, serve humanity, help whosoever needs me or my possessions whatever I possess.
I shall always abide by God’s commandments and spiritual laws and serve all my holy Gurus in all lives.
I shall always love God the most and always remember that God is eternal, constant and the most loving!!
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