Although I am not the one to crack under pressure easily but my well of continuous energy got fizzled out because of extreme activity in the last two months and to take some rest after a spell of brief illness, on 9th Aug afternoon I placed my tired body in the bed and felt a little stress-free. The senses became relaxed and the limbs were feeling de-stressed soon after. Not even before I could completely let go of myself wholly, in a micro second I perceived thick yellow Cosmic Light scattering in my room. The soothing Light was spreading close to my body and it was a sheer delight to see, feel and sense the same Light in my closed eyes. The comforting warmth that it gave me also generated a sense of deep escalating bliss because the Light was a forecast of auspiciousness and celestial joy. The lingering woes began to wane and the energy as sap in my body began to rise up in the entire body upwards. I was aware that I was rising upwards and that my consciousness would soon reach the highest skies. This thought made me a bundle of intense buoyant joy from a sack of heavy tired energies in no time.
I lounged in it as long as I could. There was Light outside me and there was so much Divine Light within me! My heart soared and then danced in joy as I recognized the fact that with mercy of God that divine moment had at last arrived because of which I would be now floating in the supreme skies of ananda, divine bliss for the next few days….
The same Light which sometimes is addressed as God, came as a bolt over me in a few split secondss. Like a thick panel of light it hit me in the spine and entered inside it. The running of comfy and snug Light was so much longed-for. I was instantly re-energized. A feeling of wellbeing and goodness ascended side by side. Alternately, my mind’s concentration became fixated and the dissipated energies rewound and indeed God spoke to me …
“What is there to be so distressed and demotivated about? For everything there is a good reason. Not all can be explained yet it can be believed by the firm believers. The death and destruction that was happening at the time of your arrival at the Himalayan foothills was not without a reason.
Human mind is very constricted and biased. It mainly thinks about itself irrespective of nature’s laws and people do not abide by the rules laid down by the Spirit or God which creates havoc and disorder. It again falls in the domain of the saints and the realized ones to bring about order, harmony and peace. Babaji is doing just that. Our karmas create our destiny. Collective karmas if done adversely will deprive the people of prosperity, peace and sense of wellness. So send out loving as well as thoughts of regeneration in the environment to re grow the lost good thoughts in the atmosphere. Believe in your destiny and continue doing your daily service or seva of God and leave the result of your good karmas to God to bless you in any way it deems fit. Babaji is watching over you always.
A yogi whose heart is pure and mind stable in all times will find lasting peace and tranquillity. Restore yourself from the fatigue accumulated over last many weeks and find solace within. Connect your mind with My presence and you shall obtain bliss. As God is even-handed and generous you shall be rewarded at the right time. Nothing goes unnoticed under the eyes of omnipresent Almighty.
Continue your sadhana with the same zeal and gust as before. Meditate daily and help those who are in need of you and you shall find enduring elated happiness.”