Om Purnamadah Purnamidam, Purnat Purnamudachyate
Purnasya Purnamadaya, Purnameva Vashishyate
Om shanti, shanti, shanti Om……
On the night I finished my last post of 30th January regarding our soul’s progression, when I went to retire in my bed, I saw a huge ball of golden Light that appeared in the centre of my third eye. It was a perfect round ball and pretty dense in yellow colour.
It immediately grew big in size. It grew very immense after which I rapidly saw Mother Earth in it. The Earth was covered copiously by this Golden Light. Then the Light became bigger, far more bigger than the Earth until the Earth vanished leaving behind just the Golden globe of Light. This sphere of Light became further big and it became so big that it covered the entire ethereal space. It eventually covered the Universe, the whole of Universe. It grew larger still until the Universe disappeared and there was nothing else in this Universe but that dense, pure golden Light!
Pure Golden Light!
Seeing this magnificent Light, I immediately put myself in it willfully; and dived in it until I completely disappeared. At this stage, I murmured to myself feebly, “Ah! Cosmic Consciousness!”
Side by side interestingly, I was perceiving and envisioned that the next post has something to do with this experience and that I must retain this exclusive experience until I give final shape to it due shortly. I likewise got a hunch that the next few days are going to be frantic and therefore this experience has come very well in advance and I must go back to it every time I undergo some erratic or unusual experience hereafter. There has to be some connection between this particular, uncommon spiritual experience and the events in days to come. There should be a purpose for God to give me this experience and even if the coming days become very demanding and full of activity, I must not disremember this exotic experience. I should not allow it to fade away in oblivion; I reminded myself many times while things rolled out slowly as days flew.
I was in deep thought and floated in some extraordinary times, so exclusive and mystifying; it is always so hard to define those moments and express as words here. I realized that there is some concealed message that I cannot see right away but the Light is the messenger and is here to indicate something that is very crucial and note taking. This realization and information I saved and registered it very well in my mental impression and space carefully.
With my heart so full of gratitude and humbleness, I bowed down reverentially at the Cosmic Light and thanked God for have given me a slight glimpse of its Infinite presence.
Immediately, I heard inside, “Do not wrap up the last post now. From your side it was over. Make two more parts of it. The experience that you have just received is a testimony that you are in Cosmic Consciousness and you will also be during some more spells further in the night or day intermittently.
I got curious and asked, “What type of experience is this? Is this kind of experience higher than the ones I had about a year or two back of Super Consciousness while I was in Delhi? I was referring to the days when I was writing regular articles on Super Consciousness. Were they not supreme experiences?
I raised this question because I did not plunge so effusively in such concentrated Cosmic Light before. Meticulously I distinguished that something in me was still not besieged, like a very thin line something still existed inside me; it was like a very, very thin dark grey hair. Clearly, the jeeva in me was still outstanding and unresolved, so what if it was as thin as a very slender fine line! It had to go, even this last thin line had to go.
In my meditations, I had communicated and expressed to God my inner feelings of late that whatever I have acquired in my realizations and divine experiences so far itself was so abundant, liberal and generously given that I will never ask anything more henceforth. Never in my dreams and fancy imaginations, had I expected that I would ever get to know God, that too so closely. I was merely trying all my life. I had also prayed to Shri Mahavatar Babaji in prominent meditations, that hence forth I will never keep any craving or initiative to ask God for more revelations since I have nothing to return or repay. I am already so overfull with all the blessings and kindness that I have received in abundance and immeasurable measure that I do not have anything left with me which shall be appropriate to give as a token of adoration, gratitude and thanksgiving. A point has come in my life when I should ask nothing, not even a touch of divinity’s unfolding or a peek into the world of God. I am a recipient of boundless grace, love, joy and limitless peace from my Gurus and God and I have not yet done enough to do anything equivalent in return, so why should I request or ask anything more? Whatever I have received so far is much more than one can ask or ever have. All I should do now is only serve God in the most selfless manner and do it unceasingly day and night.
God replied, “Super Consciousness is not the ultimate stage- Cosmic Consciousness is the ultimate one. In Super Consciousness stage , there are dots of remnants of the individuality still lingering although one may have glimpses of divinity. When each and every accumulated karma, of every life that one has lived on this planet has been erased and washed off, one gets a brief vision of Cosmic Consciousness like this one. This is true samadhi, uninterrupted, continued naad ghosh and bliss. The jeeva is finally eroded wholly and there is no curtain between the individual soul and the expansive Spirit of the Universe. This is an irreversible stage. It is a very long drawn out procedure and just a few souls can reach uptil here because it is very tiring and full of fatigue and demands unusual forbearance and patience. A few succeed.
Releasing and exhausting the amassed seeds of past karmas is a mammoth task and can be overwhelming for anybody. Anyhow, tell everybody that nonetheless it should be attempted and tried so that once clean, your life will be stain free, joyous and very, very peaceful. Those who attempt will be blessed for their seriousness and clean heartedness.
Guide each one who is on this path and you will be blessed profusely by your Teachers and Me. Everyone is in darkness, it is with acute difficulty that we get blazing Light and knowledge like this one. Others should be given a helping hand and should be given a fair chance to remove their darkness from their lives.”
Here I recall and re-connect to this spiritual experience as documented earlier from-
“During such times, look inside your eyes, you will see light. That light will come from me. Your mind is completely immersed in me in every sense and whenever you will remember me, you will see light. That light will give you the knowledge of Brahma which is very hard to achieve. The knowledge of Brahma is attained with the releasing of uncountable pious actions accumulated over many lives lived before this birth.
Brahma is Light. Brahma is spiritual wisdom. Brahma is Consciousness. Always keep the flame of that consciousness alive in you. Brahma is a cluster of Light, Prakash Punj. Brahma will always protect you. May that Brahma always keep your consciousness ablaze, have such a yearning this evening.”
The progression and knowing of our soul is a tedious business and demands hard toil, exceptional patience and endurance. But the Great Masters are aware of it and for them it is never too late. They have been deployed by the Almighty Master, the Universal Spirit to lead us from our darkness to the Cosmic Light.
When the Teachers explain, illuminate us by citing various examples, we should embed those lessons with love and gratitude in our hearts. We must go back to those revelations and learning as many times as possible in order to etch them in our memory forever even if the learning or learning methods are very subtle and indirect. Make your memory so fine and sharp with regular meditation practice and mental repetitions that everything gets embedded easily always.
Conclusion- Have faith and limitless patience. Endure. Keep up with your regular sadhana, enjoy your meditations and mental chanting and open your heart to receive God’s beautiful and wondrous revelations lovingly.
Guru Brahma Guru Vishnu, Guru Devo Maheshwara
Guru Sakshat Param Brahma, Tasmai Shri Gurave Namah……..